guardian’s notebookby TanyaShatseva


guardian’s notebook
by TanyaShatseva

Saturday Oct 10 @ 04:34pm
1. Everyone has their self harm. Whether it’s slicing your skin with blades, or stuffing yourself with pills until you forget who you are. For me, that self harm it’s looking you in the eyes as we walk down the hall.
2. I’m not soft. The universe once placed me into the hands of an abusive man who forced me to barricade myself and my emotions between my bedroom’s four grey walls. For all these years I had a large lock that was heavier than my heart on the door. But maybe it was my fault to let you in. I never should of cut you a fucking key.
3. The blood in my veins is rushing fast. Almost as quick as the way your feelings for me faded away.
4. I know that cigarettes made your pretty lungs black. Did they do that to your heart too?
5. You always said all my music I listened to was sad. What if I told you my favourite song was always the sound of your heartbeat?
6. You are wrapping around my throat like a noose. My head is foggy. I can barely make anything out. I just know that you’re fucking killing me.
I’m not even sure what I can do anymore (H.S) Thursday Sep 9 @ 09:04pm
Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:21pm
Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:21pm
Some people smoke,
others drink, and others fall in love,
each one dies from a different way.
(via sensitizes) Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:19pm
Her mind was so complex that even she herself had trouble navigating it. l.k.  (via med-girl) Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:18pm




if you shame girls about their breast size i will push you into traffic

"Who’s flat now?"

whos flat now

Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:15pm


if you ever call me annoying, even if it’s just jokingly, the chances of me ever speaking to you again are slim to none because I’ll be so afraid that every little word or sound that comes out of my mouth will aggravate you and make you cringe and hate my existence

Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:14pm
Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:13pm

Are all boys shitty or is it just the ones I know idk

Wednesday Aug 8 @ 08:05pm
Sunday Jun 6 @ 05:52pm
Again, the English language fails to have a word to describe the depths of sadness, how a heart can feel heavy, how a stomach can drop to your feet, or how missing someone can cripple you. Everything you love is here (via fiach-dubh) Thursday Jun 6 @ 01:56pm
Thursday Jun 6 @ 01:56pm
Fuck people who don’t treat you like you’re a priority 10 word story (via latelycravingmore) Thursday Jun 6 @ 01:56pm

Anonymous said: What's your boyfriend called?

Angus, whyyyy? 

Wednesday May 5 @ 03:02pm
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